I have never felt so down like this before. I feel so tired of never ending struggles in my so called life. Sometimes it's so hard to accept that these are actually happening. I can't help but ask God - why me? Of all people. Is this what I deserve after all the sacrifices and struggles I've been through? And take note - I have kids, five kids. I did everything and tried everything to make things alright but it seems like I'm heading towards a dead end. Now, I'm so lost. What's next?I feel like giving up already. But giving up for a person like me is a luxury. I can't give up. Giving up is a selfish move. I have five lives to care about. I feel like we ate together at a restaurant. Things went wrong between the two of us. We broke all the dishes and left. My kids were left to pay for the damages. I can't afford to see them that way. What's next? I don't know anymore.
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